justrun-.

f, f-a, f-a-t.

wah shite. damn fat. damn FAT. like F-A-T. omg. omg omg. how can this be?! cannot tahan anymore... further more i have to squeeze my fats into that two piece. THING. like oh-my-g. what shite man. shite shite shite. ahha fat fat fat. AHHH FAT! i am fat. sorry having a ..momentary panic session now.

anw, darn. PE was sucha bore. good old james came by. no "reflief teacher" and def no uk shyam. apparently he went to nanyang... for speculated reasons that i shan't disclose. so TOOT right? i mean i was so hyper about PE... and low and behold, all i see is good old james. had to suffer 1 whole hour of tennis. darn, PE first block tmr. i'm sorry but i really have NO peripheral vision, and i can't play such..ball-y games. it's crazy. i can't hit the darn ball!

shit i'm so fat. ahhaha. ha. ha. ha.

four more days and my body's still in shit condition. ahha. ha. ha. ha. what a joke. ear infection just popped up as well. was throbbing in school. and even chewing hurt. low BP. ahha. flabby body. asthmatic lungs. flabby body. lousy legs. flabby body. weak arms. flabby body. flabby body. and did i mention? flabby body. haha. there are like fats collecting everywhere. i feel like a fat catchment area.

toot race suit can't fit. so loose! have to go change it tmr. so many things to do. like wth. can't concentrate on anything.

gahhh. haha i don'ch knw what to say anymore.

it seems like yesterday that my world fell from the sky
it seems like yesterday i didn't know how hard i could cry
it feels like tomorrow i may not get by
but i will try
i will try
wipe the tears from my eyes

ashlee is my rock for today. i think anyone who has the surname "lee" should name their kid "ash". "hi, i'm ash, ash lee." haha ashlee. nice name.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [21:11]

and took [20060628] strides

it's the passion that drives you